Saturday, September 03, 2005

Alright, after this most recent incident Mark has banned me from the internet. I am no longer allowed to google any ailments I might have. And the dr. would like me to calm the fuck down already. We saw the heartbeat again so the baby is fine. The weird sac seems to have taken its eviction notice seriously and has diminished considerably. What doesn't make any sense and is being explained as "just one of those things" is the continuous cramping and random bleeding episodes. I did learn that my ligaments expand during pregnancy creating some discomfort. I don't feel like the cramping I feel can be explained by this only because it feels seriously & nearly breathtakingly painful. Perhaps I'm a special species of wimp, but seriously I just feel plain awful. So while the baby is growing and that is the best news the dr. doesn't know why the bleeding or cramping continues, but also doesn't blame me for acting on my fears. After all, this is the time when I'm most likely to miscarry.

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