I paged the dr. an hour ago and I haven't heard from him. I'm sure he's delivering, or in surgery, or at home sleeping. I've done all the dishes. I've cried alot and mostly I've spent the last hour bargaining with all the higher powers I can think of. I didn't think I'd feel this way, but then again, I have never experienced something as awesome as my own baby's heartbeat. If the dr. doesn't call back in half an hour we're going to the ER.